Few years back. I got lost for a long long time.. Trying to understand shade. I’ve spent the last year trying to get myself back again..yes, in a sense I guess you could say I fell in love.. It was weird.. A whole thing I can’t explain.

Anyways he broke me in ways I didn’t know I could be broken..

Just so weird to think I really truly loved him in a weird way..

I can’t lie..never had sex with the guy, but he gave me the best most intense orgasms of my life..

One made me pass out for hours.. Literally.. Best sex of my life. Hands down .. ha..

I mean toe curling, body buzzing, where am i orgasms.. Bad bad things went down in my bed..